Couldn’t sleep, so here are four short poems. Uh, enjoy if you can.
Anxiety, Insomnia and Sudden Realisation
Oh! how the haughty have fallen
once I mocked my father’s late night kitchen jaunts
now I am wracked by the same gnawing!
Desire without fulfilment
rest and fill elude me
rattling my sanity to dust.
Where there is smoke there is fire
And idiom is truth
And weeping and gnashing of teeth are real.
Frustration, With Pointless Wagging Of Fingers
Stupid, useless, futile and fruitless
Why should I be so?
Oppressed, condemned, beyond my control
Repressed down below.
If men will not learn
then they will learn it again
In fire and anguish and sorrow
By martyrs and the wrath that follows
By the drowse of once-glory in somnolent shadow.
Akrasia, A Languid Plea For Help
Guilt
Do we lie
Or indeed prophesy
When we promise what’s not in our power to grant?
Rage
Does it soothe
The bastard wolf
Who asks for flesh wantonly?
Depression
Does not the gash in your chest
Long for a knife
To fill up with cold gliding edge?
Stupor
Does what
When whom wherefore
Why, and how!
Procrastination
Does nothing
Propel you to action
Especially when spied from far off?
Arrogance
Do we hate
Those who dare better us
And those better than us?.
Doxology
For my failings are many
And my graces few
Have pity, Lord
Teach me to be better, a man