Yeah. You guessed it. I’m not sleeping. Again.
It’s funny the things people say to me when they find out I’m in a non sleep cycle again. “You need to sleep.”—Well, yeah.
“What are you doing that is keeping you awake, stop it.”—If I knew that I obviously wouldn’t keep doing it. Like it’s my fault
“I don’t know how you do it.”—As if it’s some big accomplishment, EVERYBODY should do it.
“What do you do when you can’t sleep?” This one I can answer pretty well.
I toss and turn. I drink milk. I drink tea. I take sleep aids that don’t work. I wander. Sometimes I clean. I read a little. Sometimes I do laundry. Sometimes I flit around on the computer. I stalk blogs. I pray. I meditate. But then it turns into mostly just me and my thoughts. My Constant. Raging. Racing. Thoughts.
So here’s a…
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