I realised through my love of rock music that I really hate war. I identify with war protest songs. I’m not sure if it’s Singapore’s national education that has “brainwashed” me into thinking people are the most valuable resource but war is a damn waste of it. It kills everybody, poisons the land, breaks families, and is an utterly futile pursuit for humankind. It’s a stupid dick measuring contest.
It’s why I hate PvP and prefer PvE. The only pissing contests we should have are against the clock and against the environment, which are unforgiving and deserve to be conquered.